5 Months Left

Okay....the universe is sending me a message. Why does it have to be so cryptic? I am being made to relearn some lessons and I know I need to let go and believe that everything will be okay - so hard for me to do. One thing I do know is that most of my life has been lived by following societal norms ... no more. Time to break conventional ideals and follow my passion wherever it leads. Do I need a million dollars in the bank? No, I just need my bills paid with a little left over to have some fun. I am working on becoming healthier - one small step at a time - and it's working. My goal is to enjoy my days not just trudge through most to enjoy a few ... why not do things that I really love every day (like taking care of cats). This is radical thinking for me but it's also part of my spiritual growth as I will have to develop and maintain a certain level of faith in myself and the ability of the universe to provide all that I need and then some. Positive thinking, experiencing joy, loving my life .... ha .... the last part of my challenge is definitely spiritual - what do you know!